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uh hi. o: [Sep. 30th, 2011|04:51 pm]
UM wow it's been forever. omg I miss ij so hard man.

ANYWAY I've been moved to tumblr.

http://deliciousstrawberryflavoreddeath.tumblr.com/ is my main one.

thehammerismymanhood is my writing/whatever journal. hasn't been touched in a while but OH WELL. I'll get to that when I find another laptop/access to something other than my DSi. :/

SO YES. my dA will eventually get more on it since it's been pretty much touch and go since Gamzee died. It'll still be around. just uh like my writing tumblr, needs some tlc harhar.
SO /waves good to see you I miss(ed) all of you. :C
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Hell hath no fury like a Southern woman pissed off. No, really. [Apr. 22nd, 2010|02:10 pm]
[mood | PO'd/Like you don't even know]

Ok, I'm sick of trying to avoid the ass who's been using a close friend's old screen names, I'm sick of letting them piss me off and drive me away from an SN I've been using for at least two years. One that I like and can remember the password to, damnit. Not that I love iloveazulpantera (I was watching Grimmjow Jaeggerjacques from Bleach when I made it. :| Hush you. XD;), but srsly. Wtf.

SO. About... Tuesday, I got this email (I put it in spam and then cleaned it out, so I dont' have anything more than this) from some person who inquired about a close friend of mine. ([...] is the close friend's name removed)

"xtrasliceo2xdamn (4:03:23 PM): i saw u were friends with and commented a lot on a gaia profile of a "[name removed]" who i assume is the one i know
she liked afi and anime etc and ive been trying to get in contact with her for a while
last i knew she was moving to or was already living in new zealand from living in arlington,TX- that was years ago
u in any contact with her or know anyone who is?

So, I was like "...ok...", and just blinked at it, since I wasn't expecting it, which was fine, or that a person I didn't know knew her, that's cool too. But A. I dunno this person who emailed me , and 2., I just got this over-all feeling of distrust and creepy vibes, which was possibly due to the fact that I hardly give out my email address. At all. Granted, I had it on my profile because for a while my inbox on a site was FO'd for a week or two, and in case someone needed to contact me for an important reason (say, someone from my Fringe guild or something to that effect) could do so without commenting on the profile or out in the open, since I've kept my profile public.

I'm going to back-track a little bit for a moment. A while back another friend of mine had gotten a hold of my cellphone and had called her up (the person the stranger was asking about), and I got a little reprimanded and has been told since then to not give whatever contact info I've got.

Fast forward til about yesterday or so.

I went on about my business, only to get an IM from the same dude on my AIM, which is used for game or friend contacts ONLY, asking if I used the same email address. Shocked and slightly panick-y, I closed it, and didn't reply. I went on to try to write up a scene in a game I'm in, while writing like, three others (lolz multi-tasking ho). I got another ping, which made me even more uncomfortable, so I blocked them, knowing that eventually I'd unblock them and go about my business.

Suddenly, I get a ping from one of the close friend's old screen names. Curious but doubtful, I read it. The same stranger had logged into her screen names, not once, but TWICE. What the fuck? Did the stranger think that everything would be A-OK and I'd give them the info if they used the sn's? And what's more, they called me selfish?

What. The. Fuck.

Dick move, my friend. Now feel the wrath of a Southern woman. ♥

EDIT: Got IM'd back.

xtrasliceo2xdamn (2:25:01 PM): I don't know who the hell you are, and frankly, I don't give two shits, BUT YOU ARE NOT HER. Stop IMing me with her old screen names. It's NOT helping your chances AT ALL.
[Screen removed. AS much as I'm loathe to do] (2:37:31 PM): " Stop IMing me with her old screen names. It's NOT helping your chances AT ALL."
[Screen removed] (2:37:43 PM): how it consolidates my status as her bff
xtrasliceo2xdamn (2:38:44 PM): I do NOT appreciate anyone IMing me with ANY of her old screen names when the person in question is a stranger.
[Sn removed] (2:39:17 PM): whether u appreciate it or not isnt a reason to lash out @ me is she dead or something
[Sn removed] (2:41:11 PM): kfombbl


I am so pissed right now. Fucking Christ. Leave me the hell alone. I don't deal well with strangers. Specifically ones I perceive as FUCKING CREEPY.

I know what BBL means, but what is fom? :|
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[Apr. 20th, 2010|01:14 am]
So...I saw my first 3-D movie in ages, which was How to Train Your Dragon. It was weird; there wasn't too much of a distraction if you took off the 3D glasses. :O They really improved in like, half a decade or more. ♥ It was a while back, like a week after it came out if that, but whatever. I really enjoyed it. Toothless for the win. ♥

SMT: Strange Journey is out, which is driving me crazy. :< Speaking of games, Portal 2 is coming out this fall, and the other two games I want for the DS are out next month, Monster Rancher DS, and possibly Earthworm Jim. Yes, it was a favorite. XD; I've gotten into Ace Attorney; Franziska and Gumshoe are my favorites, although I like most of the characters in Justice For All. Because I'm cheap, I'll have to search Gamestop for them, since I have a discount card there for pre-owned stuff. C: 10% off but that's fine. Just have to find the Ace Attorney series pre-owned. By the way, it makes me feel so stupid about... 90% of the time. D: My crit thinking skills and reasoning are crappy, although I can figure it out, just don't know how to get there.

I've been thinking of putting Scar, from The Lion King, in a pb place, but I'm having difficulty coming up with someone who looks like him. Ian McKellen is a good choice, but I need him younger than what he is now, which is really, really difficult. D: on the other hand, Christopher Walken might be an alright choice, or Al Pacino. But I'd be lazy and take him from Scarface. :|

Any suggestions?
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[Jan. 21st, 2010|10:37 pm]
~*Personal Information*~
Name: Drakan
Age: 19
Gmail/gtalk sn: drakan.aroh@gmail.com
AIM/MSN/other messengers: Aim: xtrasliceo2xdamn

~*Character Information*~
Name: Loki

Age: 19

Gender: Male

Type: (specify Waking or Aspect. Wakings must pick a type, aspects must provide details of their three constants - please be descriptive and don't just list words!)

Physical Description:



History: (please have at least two paragraphs)

Real world history: (Wakings only! Can be brief, just a general idea of who they were)

Special Abilities and Skills:

Personal Weaknesses: (must be at least three, please be descriptive! You should have at least as many as strengths + special abilities)

Personal Strengths: (this should not out number your weaknesses)

Family or Connections:

Residence: (just a general idea of where they live. include local landmarks if you can!)

Career: Waiter

Played By: (Al Pacino, perhaps?

Other Information:

~*Writing Samples*~

For your first character, please provide two writing samples - one should be third person past (at least two paragraphs), and an example of a scene which your character may have been in, and the other should be a first person journal entry.

For http://ec.rpgdreams.net/content/application

... Been a while. Nothing much has happened. :|

How's the kids? Good, I hope? ♥
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So...about that there ps3. [Dec. 28th, 2009|07:39 pm]
[mood | and pissed]

le sigh. were goin to have to send it back to sony cause im to stupid to remember the damn manuel. :| FUCK. ac2 froze on me and I reset it like a jackass by turning it off and on at the back. FUCK A FLYING DUCK. D< and other such explicitives. damn. if the blu ray isnt fried which it probably is...

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[Dec. 16th, 2009|12:27 pm]
[mood | chipper]

Hur. I know. I'm an advertising ho. XD

Been watching House on Hulu. Probbably watch Heroes too when I'm done. >> Been sick with a terrible cold Friday night, but I've gotten better since. Still have the sniffles and some coughing fits, but overall, I can't complain. :D

I hope everyone else is well?

Aaaaaaaammmmeeesssss. Whenever you want to play with some pup of mine, holler. 8D I'll be ready. :D
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I have no title. Wait. ._. [Dec. 3rd, 2009|09:23 pm]
[Current Location |Home]
[mood | chipper/for once. :|]
[music |Listening to the cat snore. XD]

Firefox keeps crashing. XD I love it, but I'd love it even more if it would stop that.

I've been playing Kuroshitsuji: Phantom & Ghost. I keep getting the bad ending. XD Of course, I'm biased; I Chose Seby first, and got all the way to Lau getting introduced. ♥. But then I failed XD. THen again, I should and still am amused; I can't read but maybe. four characters in Kanji? I guess I did alright. :| Course, It'd help a bunch if I could tell what Ciel's options are. Other than picking random answers D< But I do adore it.

I'm back, by the way. XD;

Thank you, Ames, for texting me back on Thanksgiving. :} ♥ Which reminds me; I promised you a scene. :3 Feel free to ask away. :D
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[Aug. 23rd, 2009|11:11 am]
[mood | cheerful]
[music |Snuff on Digital -- Blaqk Audio]

So I finally updated my icons at my icon journal, although it is very very emtpy...

District 9 was good. I kept crying, though. :[ All of the things that the aliens have been subjected to... Yeah. I'm a bleeding heart. D: As was Pelham 123. It was better than I thought.

I have a hankering to bring back Sylar somewhere, but I'm not sure where. I am not sure if I'll be able to keep up with them, since I'm made of fail in the games I'm at already... XD I haven't fallen off the face of the earth yet. 8D Even though it kinda feels that way. DX
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[Jul. 21st, 2009|06:02 pm]

Sounds true to me. XD

Bwah. XD I'm so sleepy. but I need things to do. D: I'm working on a Godfather amv (it's not difficult to see who my fave chara is. At all. XD)

Annnd new lappy. :D I lurves mah Tobi. XD
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[Jun. 3rd, 2009|09:26 pm]
[mood | curious]

Im trying to buy another laptop. One thats good with games and entertainmenty stuff. What'd be the best brand
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Shut up Dean! (Dean cries) ... Damn it. ;-; [May. 9th, 2009|01:21 am]
[mood | hot]
[music |How To Save A Life -- The Fray]

I wonder who'd look like Dean Venture? :[ Cause I need a hobby. or something.

FFT. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY IDK i'M TIRED. :[ f'ing capslock and my laziness. XD; It's early? ;-; I'm to tired and hot to care. Gomen nasai. ;[
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fwee [May. 2nd, 2009|11:03 pm]
[mood | cranky/pass out soon]
[music |Wanted Dead or alive -- Bon Jovi...]

I have to go to a baby shower tomorrow morning. :[ I'm to tired to care right now and she's gonna have a baby soon. :[ I'm not fond of babies, though. It's kinda weird. XD;, no matter where my head turns, my headache gets worse. :[ I need to reply to everything tonight, too.

:} UM. I'm thinking of picking up Eric Draven and Kisame Hoshigaki A crow and a fish-man. XD I pick the best dudes evar. at the hotel. Or maybe Gabriel from the prophecy movies (Christopher Walken for the teh win. ♥) but I'm kind of trying to make up with my own random bouts of activity (when the laptop permits it and decides to connect to the net. :[[[) So I dunno. I really want one of them in, but I don't know how the later would be percieved. and I need to update it. XD Wow, headache. Don't really need you right now.

I think I'ma pass out. D: See yall later.
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Apparantly, all that you need to do to make me melt is have an orchestra and sing to me in German :[ [Apr. 21st, 2009|02:14 pm]
This song always makes me melt. XD; Piano's are my weakness. :[ That and Cat people but lets not get into that. :D


Bleib still liegen mein Herz
Erschreck dich nicht
Ich bin ein Freund
Der zu dir spricht
Ich hab gewartet und gehofft
Dass der Moment vielleicht niemals kommt
Dass er einfach vorbergeht
Oder vielleicht niemals geschieht
Ich schau zurck
Auf eine wunderschne Zeit
Warst die Zuflucht
Und die Wiege meines Seins
Hast gekmpft
und jeden Moment mit mir geteilt
Ich bin stolz
auch jetzt bei dir zu sein
Ich fang ein Bild von dir
Und schlie? die Augen zu
Dann sind die Rume nicht mehr leer
Lass alles Andere einfach ruhen
Ich fang ein Bild von dir
Und dieser eine Augenblick
Bleibt mein gedanklicher Besitz
Den kriegt der Himmel nicht zurck
Du kamst zu mir
Vor jedem allerersten Ton
Als das Zeitglas unerschpflich schien
Du hast gelebt
In jedem Sturm mit mir gekmpft
nie etwas verlangt
Nur gegeben und geschenkt
Hast mir gezeigt
Was wirklich wichtig ist
Hast mir ein Lcheln gezaubert
mit deinem stillen blick
ohne jedes Wort
doch voll von Liebe und Leben
hast so viel von dir
an mich gegeben
Ich schau zurck
Auf eine wunderschne Zeit
Warst die Zuflucht
Und die Wiege meines Seins
Du hast gekmpft
und jeden Moment mit mir geteilt
Ich bin stolz auch jetzt
An deiner Seite zu sein
Ich fang ein Bild von dir.................
Ich lass dich gehen
Und wnsch dir alles Glck der Welt
In diesem Augenblick
Bist du das Einzige was zhlt
Lass dich fallen
Und schlaf ganz einfach ein
Ich werde fr immer an deiner Seite sein
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Among crickets and a wolfdog... [Apr. 8th, 2009|09:16 pm]
[mood | hot]
[music |Akira]

I should get inside to get Kira to shut it. But I'm lazy and hot so...

Things are going fine. Although he's still bitey at times, he's improving some what. Also... My Gramma is doing find still weak hough...

Hanny's hotel is going strong, and I'd love to see yall there.~ Other than that. I have a slight sinus headache that is bothering me a good bit. ;[
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[Mar. 12th, 2009|02:33 pm]
[mood | content]

Ok.. So. Update long overdue.

My Grandmother is in the hospital. She just finished having brainsurgery yesterday, me thinks... Anywho, she's fine, and speaking alot better. she scared the shit out of me when she had dementia as far as the talking went. :[ I speak Davey (AFI lead singer who should be renowned for his sleep-deprived posts) and people whom are sleep deprived in general. But that was just a shock. She's speaking fine now. But they have to keep her a week to make sure it is all good I guess? O_o

And having fun in Hanny's Hotel. Pft. feel horrible for not posting in chaosunraveled in forever because of RL crap.

Trying to find a job sucks. I need to check with Radio Shack, though. :] They pinged me on gmail a while back (PFFFT. I want to werk there but my diploma isn't credited by the sate, so I get GED testing the 17 and 18. :crosses fingers: I hope I pass everything.) Akira is a year and a month old next month. :} But the only ting I can get him that he won't destroy within a day are squeaky balls. XD He goes nuts for em...

And I have Scarface: The World Is Yours for ps2. :] I think it's ok, then again I ddin't like the way the movie ended. the game is EPIC when it coems to conversations at times. XDDD

If anyones' seen the movie, there's a part where he is watching flamingoes and hTony says "Hey Manny! Look it the pelican! GFly Pelican! Come on pelican!" Well, while I was on the island, I talked to this hippie guy, and he said, "C'moi man. That's not a pelican. You know that's a flamingo" Or sometihng like that. (Which Tony said, "what's happening, man?" Or some generic hello phrase.XD; Random, but yesh.)

Or putting yeyo in this complementary coffee that the liquor store owner guy was thinking of. XDDDDD THat was hilarious~!

... and i have a stuffed tiger named, "Tony Montana". that Akira yoinked. XD; Poor Tony. He was mauled by a 'Kira. X3

Ok dun. :DDD;;;
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Got an announcement~ [Mar. 1st, 2009|01:14 pm]
[mood | anxious]

Hannibal's Hotel [info]hannibals_hotel has reopened!~ Right now, I'm playing Laharl. :P Although Prince Nuada is whispering in my ear to play him there. :} I missed them so...~ ♥
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[Feb. 21st, 2009|10:24 pm]
[mood | tired]

I need to update more often. But I don't really have much energy coupled with a head ache.:|

Saw Wolverine & the X-Men earlier. It's ok. Still love the Evolution!Kurt much better. And Angel is my second fave now. El Tigre...

I ain't coherent. XD ramble ramble ramble...

I'm thinkin about branching out more rp-wise when my headache and busy workweek kinda goes down. (as in I don't get up at 5 am or 5:45 to stay in the workforce building til 4 or 5 pm to be too tired to do anything (today included) Any one have any places that might be good? Thanks guys. ♥
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My poor kid... [Feb. 7th, 2009|02:34 pm]
[mood | Feelin bad for Kira]
[music |Some music.]

Akira has been fixed, but he really gates the thing. I'm going to spend the rest of my time at home with him so. Yeah. A pic of him (without the collar thing is on my myspace. Um.... www.myspace.com/hakaku i think...

Other than that I got Silent Hill on mobile, Sims 3 and Bully Scholarship Ed. For Pc. :D but now hi's jrying so I'm off.~
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[Feb. 4th, 2009|09:40 pm]
[mood | tired]
[music |Live forever - Oasis]

My baby's birthday is next weeks saturday. Yup he's a valentines baby. :D but poor dear is going to get fixed this friday. ;-;

and Bully. Why. XD i haven't played you in MONTHS and you want of to write a fic. With holidays. And you will kill me with headaches if you don't give you what you want. Namely holiday crap. :[ I've got all of em but...
Martin Luther King day
St Patrick
Labor day
Flag Day
Columbus day.

Ive got the others. But those are killing me. :[ maybe I need sleep... Bwah.
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My heart-box feels broken.. [Feb. 2nd, 2009|05:46 pm]
[mood | lonely]
[music |Poetic Tragedy - The Used]

I want to make things better for her. I would give anything up for that. In a millisecond.

... Poetic Tragedy is my new favorite song. Well. Screamo song i guess...
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