InsaneJournal

Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	Northern Downpour - Panic At The Disco

Why don't you stay...
I think I've been forgotten. I love her unconditionally... Yet sometimes it feels like I've been pushed aside, which I'm ok with in a way, I mean, I'm not there in the physical sense, and I have called and called and I haven't got a reply in three or four months. It seems that I'm always waiting for someone in some sort of fashion. Whether it's a call or just get noticed. I'm sick of it but it's a habit or reflex or instinctual. Mom doesn't help at all when she's yelling at me. If anything else, it pisses me off and makes me want to die more...

Like Chris from Skins said, "Fuck it." I think I'll listen to Panic! At The Disco for a while. :)...